and the Planning begins!

I'm feeling a little down because I haven't talked to shay in a while and Jada and Cheyenne have talked to there guys. I know he's busy but common! :/ We fly out in 3 days and I'm really excited about going! Me and Jada were talking late last night and decided that we are going to play a little game with Shay when he comes home. I am going to send him on a scavenger hunt to find me! I am going to send him places where we have made memories together and leave him clues on where to go next... One example is: 

CLUE #3

The first place we shared a dance

and started a romance.

There is a vehicle in front that never moves,

inside of it you will find your next clue.

I think it is going to be alot of fun and he will end up meeting Kol that way... His last clue will read:

CLUE #5

Go over to where we played and there is just one more for you,

It's someone who has been waiting to meet you and hopes you want to meet too.

He is a handsome little boy who is dressed in Blue,

and that is your very last clue....

I hope all goes well, I will keep you posted on the progress of this little plan<3 But I think it is a neat little idea and I really hope he appreciates the effort im making to make it special!

I work all day today, and tomorrow. Off Friday to pack the rest of our bags and getting everything in order then working Saturday up until time to leave for the airport! I can't wait!!!

#4days

Four days and counting! I am getting so anxious! I can't wait to get to the airport! Even if I can't see my man for a few days I can't wait to see my bestie and let our kids play together! They have never really gotten to play with each other because of Jada moving with the Army. But I hope Shay will be there soon! I need my man! I miss him so much it makes my heart hurt. I know me and Jada will stay busy with the kids and hopefully have beautiful weather but I can't wait to see Shays face and just be in his arms! I love him! I'm off today, I will be cleaning, packing, getting my hair done and tanning then working Wednesday, Thursday and Saturday before we get on the plane!
#day4

Counting down...

I received a text 12 days ago from my love. In all, he sent 3 texts... 5 days ago I received a 12 minute phone call at 11:26pm from him. I am in desperate need to talk to my man... Actually talk to him. No time frames and simple texts. I miss him soooo much! I've already started packing for my visit to New York. I can't wait to get there! It's so hard living here and loving so much there. :/ I miss my best friend too :( I love her so much... I'm not sure when the guys are going to come home but I'm flying out in 5 days and hopefully me and Jada will at least get some girl time for a day or so. But im so anxious to see Shays face when he sees Kolbey's face for the first time. I am really trying not to get a picture in my mind of how I want it to be because I don't want to be let down.... I guess we will see! I just can't wait!!! But for the rest of the week... Work all day tomorrow and hopefully tan, Tuesday off and possibly taking my little guy to carowinds and work on my tan. Wednesday work all day, same Thursday. Friday I'm off, i'm planning on cleaning my car and packing it up because I have a early work day at the salon Saturday am then immediately leaving for the airport! I'm so excited!!! Not so much nervous but excited!!! I'll keep you posted! Long day tomorrow! #day5

Surprise!!!!

OK So I've been holding back a little! I am planning a visit to Fort Drum for when my man comes home from JRTC! Also I am bringing my little man along! He's so excited about flying and I am so excited about the entire experience. Shay will meet Kol for the first time and I think I had mentioned that we were going but we moved up our dates and we are going in less than a week!!! Me and Jada will be able to have some girl time before the guys get home which will be great! I love her so much... Also, I have made a new friend at Drum. She is one of the soldiers I already knows wife. I've heard alot of bad things about her but we have made similar mistakes so I am not going to judge her. I am willing to get to know her and see how this plays out. My inner self says somethings up with it but I'm telling it to shut up and lets move on! So this will be an exciting week. I'm focusing on cleaning up the house, working as much as possible, and packing for our trip!!! 6 days and counting! <3 I can't wait to see his face when he finds out we are there! I really hope that everyone will keep it a secret so it can be a surprise!!!!!!! fingers crossed

HE CALLED!!!!

Yay!!! Me and the little man went to Carowinds all day today and had a blast... I got burnt!! But besides all that, we went shopping afterward and I was in retail heaven with this cute little store I shop at in NY that we just got local. Anyways, I was trying on a ton of clothes with my WILD three year old and I heard my phone ringing. I ignored it because Shay has never called me since he's been gone only one text so I didn't think it would be him so lucky me it was and I missed it!!! I almost threw up when I seen that I had missed it! I called his Sgt back and he wasn't with Shay. But later on he called back! We only got to talk for 12 min but we caught up enough for now! :) Just wanted to update!!! <3 him

jrtc update...

Well, there's not much to update about. He has been gone since late Saturday night of last week, he texted me to tell me had landed (Sunday) Then he texted me Wednesday from his Sgts phone to tell me he was doing well and ask about me and Kol, he told me he loved me and that was one week ago today. What he doesn't know is that I am planning a surprise visit for when he arrives home! I'm excited and a little nervous about it but the kicker is that im taking my little man with me! Shay hasn't met Kolbey yet and there is alot of fun festivals and events going on so me and Kol will be New York bound in a little over two weeks! I'm so excited and I think I've played it in my head a million times. If he is home by the time I get there I am going to ask him to Skype to get him inside his room. Then I'm going to knock on his door and say "Hey there sunshine" and after the greeting tell them there is someone I would like him to meet. Then introduce him to Kol. I really hope it goes as well as I have planned but only time will tell. Enough of that tonight, I am tired and have a busy day at Carowinds theme park with my lil man in the am! Good night...

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