HELLO!!! Well, it has been too long! I have been in the awfullest fog lately... reading my old post, dear Lord i was sappy... Well, enough of that! There is still a million things going on and it is overwhelming most of the time, either im getting used to it or going crazy? Who knows ;)
Lets get ya caught up....
I am still working like a wild woman but have slowed down a bit. Kolbey is still 100% of my focus. I love that boy to the moon and back. He has been struggling some with the transition of his dad coming back into his life. It is going fairly well but we are all having to get used to it. Myself and his dad have now been to court and have a court order. At this time my ex only gets to see Kol 6 hours per week and is now paying child support. There is still LOTS of drama there, unfortunately but I suppose we will eventually get over it. I'm still loving my new job and really connecting with the kids and building relationships with them. Christmas is finally over! For the first time ever im so glad! I was a dark time for me. Shay finally got his new Nike boots i sent him. He said he loved them, they were the ones he wanted. He sent me a beautiful scarf that i have worn everyday since i received it. He sent me a beautiful set of Sapphire ear rings, necklace with pendant, and a ring. He sent Kolbey some patches, a compass, and a scarf. He also sent Kol his target practice sheet which kol thought was awesome. Then a few weeks later I received a surprise big bouquet of flowers! I loved them, they were beautiful! They have lasted over a week now and are still so beautiful! When i walk threw the house i smell them and think of him. I have never been a fan of spending so much money on something thats going to die but I really "needed" them, I have felt so much better since I received them ;) I'm feeling much closer to Shay lately which im happy about. I think my heads not so much fogged now and I am trying not to take my hurt and hate on every guy just because of the last one. He is saying that he is going to reclass and change his MOS which means that when he gets home from deployment he will be at the mercy of the army and will be moving from Fort Drum. I am not sure exactly how i feel about it. Fort Drum was the place I ran when I needed to get away and the thought of not going back makes me sad. I just love Drum soooo much. But the bestie that was stationed in Drum and started all this madness ;) has now moved down south!!!! Im super excited that she's a lot closer but again I am sad shes left Drum. I'm trying to think of it as a new experience... So welcome to Fort Stewart for now! I need a new experience! I am actually driving down when I get off work Friday, hopefully. I have a few things to square away first.... Well thats all for now! Time for some netflix and cuddle time with my main man!
<3 Kellie
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| My beautiful flowers my baby sent me while he was deployed! |
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| After almost 2 weeks I picked out the best of what was left and made another arrangement <3 Love it |
