HAHA WELL, TRUTH IS ITS BEEN ROCKY BUT WE'RE STILL GOING AT IT! HE IS IN THE FIELD THIS WEEK AND NEXT SO IM SURE I'LL CATCH UP ON MY BLOGGING... HE LEFT YESTERDAY AT 0330 AND I RECEIVED A SWEET TEXT. I HAVEN'T TALKED TO HIM SINCE. HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO TAKE HIS PHONE SO HE MAY HAVE HAD IT TAKEN FROM HIM? I MISS HIM BUT IM GETTING MORE USED TO THE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. AT THE BEGINNING IT WAS PAINFUL. IM TALKING I WOULD RATHER HAVE BEEN BEAT UP THAN WAIT AROUND LIKE A HERMIT IN MY HOUSE WONDERING ABOUT HIM. LOL BUT NOW IT JUST SEEMS MORE LEVELED OUT. ITS BEEN ALMOST 7 WEEKS SINCE IVE BEEN IN HIS ARMS AND MY GOD IT SEEMS LIKE AN ETERNITY! I'M PLANNING ANOTHER TRIP TO NY TO SEE HIM IN ABOUT 6 WEEKS FOR MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND. I CAN HARDLY WAIT!
BUT IM AFRAID....
REASON IS, BECAUSE ITS BEEN A LITTLE EASIER NOW THAT TIME HAS SETTLED AND NOW IN A FEW WEEKS I'LL BE HEADING BACK UP TO NY. ITS A LITTLE SCARY... I JUST DON'T WANT TO GET SO CAUGHT UP IN THIS LITTLE DREAM? THEN AFTER THE MAY TRIP ILL BE SEEING MY MAN FOR 15 DAYS IN JULY!!!! NOW IM SURE THAT WILL BE THE TEASE! I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN LET HIM GO BACK AFTER THAT! BUT I GUESS EVERY GOOD STORY HAS A TO BE CONTINUED IN IT. MAYBE WHAT SCARES ME MORE IS THAT AFTER JULY, I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I'LL SEE HIM AGAIN? I LOOSE MY FLIGHT CONNECTIONS IN SEPTEMBER AND HE MAY BE DEPLOYING ANYWHERE FROM SEPTEMBER TO NOVEMBER SO JULY MAY BE OUR LAST CHANCE TO SEE EACH OTHER FOR A WHILE... I SUPPOSE WE WILL SEE HOW IT GOES...
UNTIL NEXT TIME.............
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