HES MY FRIEND AND MY MAN

IM REALLY MISSING MY MAN BUT I WILL SAY THIS IS GETTING A LITTLE EASIER. :) IM GETTING USED TO THE RANDOM TEXT AND CALLS. IM TRYING TO LOOK AT IT AS AN EXCITEMENT. IM ALWAYS SURPRISED WHEN I HEAR FROM HIM. HE'S IN THE FIELD THIS WEEK AND NEXT SO I THINK I'VE DONE GOOD PREPPING MYSELF FOR THIS. WE HAD A GOOD TALK BEFORE HE LEFT FOR TRAINING AND I HAVE A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE ON US. A POSITIVE ONE! I JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM BUT I DO THINK A LITTLE TIME IN THE FIELD WILL DO US SOME GOOD. HE TEXTED ME SEVERAL TIMES TODAY, HA PROBABLY MORE THAN A TYPICAL WORK DAY AND WAS REALLY SWEET. HES SAID SEVERAL TIMES THAT HE MISSED TALKING TO ME AND HE SENT ME A PICTURE OF HIMSELF. I LOOOOOOVE WHEN HE SENDS ME PICTURES. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIM. BECAUSE WE CAN'T AT THIS POINT HAVE A PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP I ACTUALLY THINK THAT IS A GOOD THING BECAUSE I AM OPENING UP TO HIM MORE AND MORE AND I THINK THE SAME FOR HIM. WE HAVE NOTHING BUT FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS FOR EACH OTHER BECAUSE WE ARE NOT PHYSICAL. HE'S TURNING INTO MY BEST FRIEND. I CANT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE CHEERING HIM ON. I'LL FOREVER BE HIS CHEERLEADER NO MATTER WHAT. IM SO PROUD OF HIM, I DON'T THINK HE WILL EVER KNOW EXACTLY HOW MUCH! IM SURE YOU'VE HEARD, BUT SINCE HE'S BEEN IN THE FIELD I WASN'T EXACTLY SURE ON IF HE KNEW ANYTHING ABOUT THE BOSTON BOMBINGS. YESTERDAY AT THE BOSTON MARATHON THERE WERE TWO EXPLOSIONS, KILLING SO FAR 3 AND WOUNDED OVER A HUNDRED. I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT HE KNEW VERY LITTLE. I GUESS WERE A TEAM. WE ARE VERY OPEN WITH ONE ANOTHER AND HE TELLS ME INFO AND I THE SAME. IM STARTING TO REALLY BE FOND OF THE TEAM <3 GOOD NIGHT FOR NOW. HE WASN'T DONE UNTIL AFTER 0300 SO ITS 0112 NOW IM HOPING FOR MY GOOD NIGHT TEXT... ITS NEVER TOO LATE OR TOO EARLY TO HEAR FROM HIM...IM REALLY MISSING MY MAN BUT I WILL SAY THIS IS GETTING A LITTLE EASIER. :) IM GETTING USED TO THE RANDOM TEXT AND CALLS. IM TRYING TO LOOK AT IT AS AN EXCITEMENT. IM ALWAYS SURPRISED WHEN I HEAR FROM HIM. HE'S IN THE FIELD THIS WEEK AND NEXT SO I THINK I'VE DONE GOOD PREPPING MYSELF FOR THIS. WE HAD A GOOD TALK BEFORE HE LEFT FOR TRAINING AND I HAVE A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE ON US. A POSITIVE ONE! I JUST CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM BUT I DO THINK A LITTLE TIME IN THE FIELD WILL DO US SOME GOOD. HE TEXTED ME SEVERAL TIMES TODAY, HA PROBABLY MORE THAN A TYPICAL WORK DAY AND WAS REALLY SWEET. HES SAID SEVERAL TIMES THAT HE MISSED TALKING TO ME AND HE SENT ME A PICTURE OF HIMSELF. I LOOOOOOVE WHEN HE SENDS ME PICTURES. IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIM. BECAUSE WE CAN'T AT THIS POINT HAVE A PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIP I ACTUALLY THINK THAT IS A GOOD THING BECAUSE I AM OPENING UP TO HIM MORE AND MORE AND I THINK THE SAME FOR HIM. WE HAVE NOTHING BUT FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS FOR EACH OTHER BECAUSE WE ARE NOT PHYSICAL. HE'S TURNING INTO MY BEST FRIEND. I CANT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE CHEERING HIM ON. I'LL FOREVER BE HIS CHEERLEADER NO MATTER WHAT. IM SO PROUD OF HIM, I DON'T THINK HE WILL EVER KNOW EXACTLY HOW MUCH! IM SURE YOU'VE HEARD, BUT SINCE HE'S BEEN IN THE FIELD I WASN'T EXACTLY SURE ON IF HE KNEW ANYTHING ABOUT THE BOSTON BOMBINGS. YESTERDAY AT THE BOSTON MARATHON THERE WERE TWO EXPLOSIONS, KILLING SO FAR 3 AND WOUNDED OVER A HUNDRED. I TOLD HIM ABOUT IT HE KNEW VERY LITTLE. I GUESS WERE A TEAM. WE ARE VERY OPEN WITH ONE ANOTHER AND HE TELLS ME INFO AND I THE SAME. IM STARTING TO REALLY BE FOND OF THE TEAM <3 GOOD NIGHT FOR NOW. HE WASN'T DONE UNTIL AFTER 0300 SO ITS 0112 NOW IM HOPING FOR MY GOOD NIGHT TEXT... ITS NEVER TOO LATE OR TOO EARLY TO HEAR FROM HIM...