DECISIONS DECISIONS

LORD, I MISS MY MAN SOOO MUCH! HE'S IN THE FIELD FOR TWO WEEKS, HES ALREADY COMPLETED ONE OF THEM BUT I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO SEE HIM. IF I HAD MY CHOICE, ID BE WAITING ON HIM WHEN HE GOT HOME BUT OUR SMALL PROBLEM IS... I LIVE IN NORTH CAROLINA AND HE LIVES IN NEW YORK. HE IS STATIONED AT FORT DRUM, MY BEST FRIEND AND HER HUSBAND ARE STATIONED THERE AS WELL. I FEEL PRETTY MUCH ALONE HERE BUT SHOULDN'T .. WE ALL HAVE OUR STORIES.. BLAH BLAH BUT I GUESS BECAUSE THIS IS MY PAGE I CAN SHARE MINE ;)
IM 24 YEARS OLD AND HAVE BEEN THREW MORE THAN MOST OLDER ADULTS HAVE IN A LIFE TIME. IM AN ONLY CHILD, PASTOR DAUGHTER, DIVORCEE, SINGLE MOTHER OF A WILD THREE YEAR OLD, 2 NEEDY DOGS AND ABOUT 12 FISH.. GIVE OR TAKE LOL. IM A SPUNKY LIL HAIR STYLIST AND TRAVELING MAKEUP ARTIST FOR ESTEE' LAUDER. I HAVE BEEN TO PAUL MITCHELL THE SCHOOL, KINGS COLLEGE, AND CLEVELAND COMMUNITY COLLEGE. I AM LICENSED IN THE STATE OF NORTH CAROLINA IN COSMETOLOGY AND HOLD MY MED TECH CERTIFICATION. MY PARENTS LIVE ABOUT 15 MIN FROM ME, MY JOB 30 MIN. EVERYTHING'S PRETTY GOOD BUT THERE IS TWO VERY IMPORTANT THINGS MISSING. MY SOLDIER IS IN NEW YORK AND I AM HERE. I MISS HIM SOOOO MUCH. MY BEST FRIEND IS ALSO THERE AND I MISS HER TO THE MOON AND BACK. THEY BOTH MEAN THE WORLD TO ME! I JUST WISH I COULD BE CLOSER!
MY BESTIE JADA RECEIVED NEW ORDERS THAT SHE WILL POSSIBLY BE MOVING TO GEORGIA. BEFORE WHEN WE HAD TALKED ABOUT IT I WAS SOOOO EXCITED, BUT THAT WAS BEFORE SHAY(MY BOYFRIEND), CAME INTO MY LIFE. HE ACTUALLY TOLD ME FIRST ABOUT HER ORDERS. HE TOLD ME VIA SKYPE AND WAS SURPRISED AT MY REACTION. I WAS HAPPY FOR A QUICK SECOND. HER MOVING TO FORT STEWART MEANS THAT I COULD COME DOWN SOME ON THE WEEKEND AND VACA MORE. BUT IT ALSO MEANS THAT MY NEW YORK VISITS COULD BE SLIMMER. BEFORE I WAS SO EXCITED ABOUT HER MOVING BUT NOW IM REALLY BUMMED. I STAY WITH HER WHEN I VISIT NY AND GET THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS. I GET TO SEE AND SPEND TIME WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND HER FAMILY AND I GET TO SEE MY MAN. WITHOUT HER LIVING THERE, I DON'T KNOW HOW I CAN SEE SHAY? JADA ALWAYS PICKS ME UP FROM THE AIRPORT AND I STAY WITH HER BECAUSE SHAY LIVES IN THE BARRACKS. SO MY MIND IS IN MIXED EMOTIONS. I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING TO BE WITH THEM BOTH. SHAY HAS TALKED ABOUT TRYING TO RELOCATED TO FORT STEWART WHICH WOULD BE AMAZING, BUT IM TORN AGAIN BECAUSE I LOVE FORT DRUM AND I KNOW HE DOES TOO. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! I GUESS ITS NOT UP TO ME ANYWAYS. IM JUST A HOMETOWN, SOUTHERN GIRL. ITS NOT MY LIFE IM TALKING ABOUT ITS THEIRS. I GUESS TIME WILL TELL, BUT EVERYONE KNOWS THIS GIRL IS ONE IMPATIENT MOMMA! BUT I GUESS LESSON ONE IN MY ARMY LIFESTYLE CHANGE IS THAT NOTHING IS SET IN STONE AND IT CAN CHANGE AT ANYTIME... :/ IM TRYING

MISSING HIM:/