NOT GOODBYE... IT'S CYA SOON

OUR GOODBYE WAS HORRIBLE... SUNDAY NIGHT I KNEW I WOULD HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE BECAUSE SHAY HAD TRAINING THE ENTIRE WEEK AND IT STARTED AT 3AM MONDAY SO I KNEW SUNDAY WAS THE DAY :( I COULDNT BELIEVE HOW MUCH I HAD FELL FOR HIM, MY HEART WAS BROKEN. AT 6PM MYSELF AND MY BESTIE JADA BROKE DOWN! SHAY HELD ME FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE HOURS... I JUST COULDNT GET IT TOGETHER. HE FINALLY TOLD ME HE COULDNT LEAVE ME LIKE THAT AND HE WAS STAYING WITH ME UNTIL HE HAD TO GO TO WORK! I WAS SOOO HAPPY BUT IT WAS JUST POSTPONING THE ENEVITABLE. WE HAD A GREAT NIGHT WITH FRIENDS THEN STAYED UP TALKING ALL NIGHT. AT 0230 HE LEFT, AND I WATCHED HIM WALK OUT OF THE HOUSE. WHEN I WOKE UP THAT MORNING HE HAD LEFT ME HIS LAPTOP AS A SUPRISE. I WAS ON CLOUD NINE! HES SUCH A SWEETHEART. HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE ABLE TO SKYPE AND TALK TO ME AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE SO HE LEFT IT FOR ME.... I WAS SO EMOTIONAL THAT I MISSED MY FLIGHT AND ENEDED UP ON THE PM FLIGHT WHICH ENDED UP BEING PRETTY PEACEFUL... I HAD A LOT OF TIME TO THINK.